addicted to?

do you ever feel like there's nothing to live for? i don't. seriously with my jam packed schedule and my new discovery taht one of my BEST FRIENDS is in the hospital! (seriously, you know who you are, IM SO SCARED FOR YOU!) but she just got out yaya :). i miss her too. i really do. its been like 2 weeks without her in school and were likethis buhbam. its like: IM GONNA GIVE HER A HUGE-ASS HUG WHEN SHE GETS BACK TO SCHOOL. but brb- gotta call an amiga.
actually no. god basketball is so tiring. yay, practice ends early tomorrow! cuz tomorrow is...? halloween! YAY! YAY! YAY! sorry im super excited. i wasn't before but then the idea of tons of candy + fun costumes (im being a hippie) = fun made me hyper excited! hahaha
well thats all for now.
thanks 4 comin 2 the candy waterman show
(best name ever, eeh?)
xxx ooo

POLITICS

ive been watching ABC family because, of course, it's the season finale of greek tonight. im actually not a devout fan but whatever. it was on plus i love the cappie + casey idea. they're just so perfect together! EVEN MORE TEMPTING IS CAPPIE! he's adorable i love him.

sadly that is not my main topic. i do love greek though. so everyone should watch it. but during the commericials there were a lot of "vote" encouragement propaganda-thingys. (i think i ruined the intelligence of that sentence by saying thingies.) anyways, i was seeing them and thinking: "oh gosh, what would i do about the election?" i mean i dont have to vote thank god but id be scared because a vote DOES count and personally i'm not very fond of eitiher of the candidates. if you don't believe in either of them strongly does taht still mean you should vote? or does that mean you should withhold your vote because as they say THEY ALL MATTER!? every piece of information i've seen seems to be stamped with the idea: VOTE. but what if you're voting for something that you don't truly believe in? i hope this sparks a political debate or something. i need some comments people! maybe i should change the blog title to "I LOVE OBAMA" or "MCCAIN LOVES ME!" something along those lines. now THAT will get people talking, eh? well, im out. <3>

help! oh god i need somebody! help

"not just anybody/ help!" i think those are the right lyrics. oh well.
im pissed.
as in pissed as hell.
as in not drunk but MAD.
angry.
affronted, annoyed, antagonized, bitter, chafed, choleric, convulsed, cross, displeased, enraged, exacerbated, exasperated, ferocious, fierce, fiery, fuming, furious, galled, hateful, heated, hot, huffy, ill-tempered, impassioned, incensed, indignant, inflamed, infuriated, irascible, irate, ireful, irritable, irritated, maddened, nettled, offended, outraged, piqued, provoked, raging, resentful, riled, sore, splenetic, storming, sulky, sullen, tumultous/tumultuous, turbulent, uptight, vexed, wrathful
^any and all of those things. so i cant get on facebook. why? only god knows. not only that but now im trying to figure out how to delete my computer's history so i can GO on facebook and no one will know. my parents have bannd it. they'd probably ban this blog if tey knew about it. do they? thats a firm no. anywho not only that but i have to go back to school for this stupid meeting. i don't feel like playing BBALL right now. i didn't practice at all. AHH! =/ oh well
again, not much in the chatty mood. sorry for the long-awaited post.

and it breaks my heart - ReGiNa SpEkToR

Hey! Glam! Who’s your man or who’s your girl I cannot tell? Stack-heels. What’s the deal? Are you keeping it safe or are you keeping it real, sir? Hey! Joe! What do you know? Cheese-cloth shirts are back in Vogue, sir. Mod boy, have you seen us in plimsols, GENIUS?! Hey! You! What you going through? I get my shirts from Woolworths too, sir. OAOP tell the truth, where d’ya get those furry boots, sir? In, out, shake it all about. Goths are out, they’re in, they’re out.Speeding up, it’s getting frantic! Now I’m King of the New Romantics! --federal drug administration.

if you have not delved into noel fielding's world, i suggest you do it soon. after all we all wish our boyfriends/girlfriends (don't know which way you may swing or what gender you are!) looked like noel fielding. <3 now ="]">

love is hard/ europop bands!

"it kicks so hard, it breaks your bones. it cuts so deep, it hits your soul. it tears your skin and makes your blood flow. it's better that you know that love is hard." --james morrison

so i was trying to impart a picture of a heart on here. i suppose a broken one would have been better- or a cock, cuz you know ironically love is "hard." haha im clever arent i? other then that "i don't care what you think as long as it's about me" -- fall out boy. im all about the quotes today.

speaking of euro pop bands. well we weren't but now we are. (-: i love me some euro pop bands! like some "boten anna" and yes thank you to their namesake for introducing me. that song is so catchy! they played it at the dance and everyone surprisingly knew it. (or maybe they were just dancing and were like "um...this song is fun, were high and wasted, whatever") haha that's so much more accurate.

well im not int he chatty mood. so sorry. im out. PEACE.

Ch-ch-changes

how was everyone's wednesday? i hope it was amazing, i know mine was. taking the PLAN test? not so much. but it was still great to join eagle scouts, disrespect a teacher, cheat off of a friend, and start the wave at a football game (not to be outdone, my friend of course challenged me to a fight over who indeed started it first!) tomorrow is the last day before the four day weekend! im sooo excited. more importantly, i have made some changes to my blog. notice...a new outlook on life? the picture of heath ledger by the way is in devotion to him and his 10 things i hate about you days. always my favorite. did i mention him + james mcavoy are my devoted lovers? as is james dean. god he's amazing. well if you love either HL, JM, or the now-deceased JD (i suppose hl is deceased too but i will think of him as alive) comment people!

i had a brief stage i went through that set the blog to private. only one person could see it! TERRIBLE, RIGHT? well i got over that. now you can comment as much as you like!

tood-a-loo xoxo ME!

MONDAYS!

mondays are the crappiest days of the week. you know they're like the start of the school week. this week we have a four day week because this weekend is a FOUR DAY WEEKEND! hells to the yeah =]. today was an exception. this monday was fun. in bio today we all learned about our packet which was fine...no big whoop there! but then in geometry ... actually, lemme get to a better part of the day. SPANISH WAS HILARIOUS! i love my espanol class so much. if you're in it you know who you are. do we or do we not have the best class EVER? english was pretty fun too. what was up with the shadowers? and btw, IT WAS SOUND! and western civ of course- didn't know taht he WASN'T on the football team. but thanks for making it clear that a fuckin 7th grader could beat him up.