addicted to?

do you ever feel like there's nothing to live for? i don't. seriously with my jam packed schedule and my new discovery taht one of my BEST FRIENDS is in the hospital! (seriously, you know who you are, IM SO SCARED FOR YOU!) but she just got out yaya :). i miss her too. i really do. its been like 2 weeks without her in school and were likethis buhbam. its like: IM GONNA GIVE HER A HUGE-ASS HUG WHEN SHE GETS BACK TO SCHOOL. but brb- gotta call an amiga.
actually no. god basketball is so tiring. yay, practice ends early tomorrow! cuz tomorrow is...? halloween! YAY! YAY! YAY! sorry im super excited. i wasn't before but then the idea of tons of candy + fun costumes (im being a hippie) = fun made me hyper excited! hahaha
well thats all for now.
thanks 4 comin 2 the candy waterman show
(best name ever, eeh?)
xxx ooo

POLITICS

ive been watching ABC family because, of course, it's the season finale of greek tonight. im actually not a devout fan but whatever. it was on plus i love the cappie + casey idea. they're just so perfect together! EVEN MORE TEMPTING IS CAPPIE! he's adorable i love him.

sadly that is not my main topic. i do love greek though. so everyone should watch it. but during the commericials there were a lot of "vote" encouragement propaganda-thingys. (i think i ruined the intelligence of that sentence by saying thingies.) anyways, i was seeing them and thinking: "oh gosh, what would i do about the election?" i mean i dont have to vote thank god but id be scared because a vote DOES count and personally i'm not very fond of eitiher of the candidates. if you don't believe in either of them strongly does taht still mean you should vote? or does that mean you should withhold your vote because as they say THEY ALL MATTER!? every piece of information i've seen seems to be stamped with the idea: VOTE. but what if you're voting for something that you don't truly believe in? i hope this sparks a political debate or something. i need some comments people! maybe i should change the blog title to "I LOVE OBAMA" or "MCCAIN LOVES ME!" something along those lines. now THAT will get people talking, eh? well, im out. <3>

help! oh god i need somebody! help

"not just anybody/ help!" i think those are the right lyrics. oh well.
im pissed.
as in pissed as hell.
as in not drunk but MAD.
angry.
affronted, annoyed, antagonized, bitter, chafed, choleric, convulsed, cross, displeased, enraged, exacerbated, exasperated, ferocious, fierce, fiery, fuming, furious, galled, hateful, heated, hot, huffy, ill-tempered, impassioned, incensed, indignant, inflamed, infuriated, irascible, irate, ireful, irritable, irritated, maddened, nettled, offended, outraged, piqued, provoked, raging, resentful, riled, sore, splenetic, storming, sulky, sullen, tumultous/tumultuous, turbulent, uptight, vexed, wrathful
^any and all of those things. so i cant get on facebook. why? only god knows. not only that but now im trying to figure out how to delete my computer's history so i can GO on facebook and no one will know. my parents have bannd it. they'd probably ban this blog if tey knew about it. do they? thats a firm no. anywho not only that but i have to go back to school for this stupid meeting. i don't feel like playing BBALL right now. i didn't practice at all. AHH! =/ oh well
again, not much in the chatty mood. sorry for the long-awaited post.

and it breaks my heart - ReGiNa SpEkToR

Hey! Glam! Who’s your man or who’s your girl I cannot tell? Stack-heels. What’s the deal? Are you keeping it safe or are you keeping it real, sir? Hey! Joe! What do you know? Cheese-cloth shirts are back in Vogue, sir. Mod boy, have you seen us in plimsols, GENIUS?! Hey! You! What you going through? I get my shirts from Woolworths too, sir. OAOP tell the truth, where d’ya get those furry boots, sir? In, out, shake it all about. Goths are out, they’re in, they’re out.Speeding up, it’s getting frantic! Now I’m King of the New Romantics! --federal drug administration.

if you have not delved into noel fielding's world, i suggest you do it soon. after all we all wish our boyfriends/girlfriends (don't know which way you may swing or what gender you are!) looked like noel fielding. <3 now ="]">

love is hard/ europop bands!

"it kicks so hard, it breaks your bones. it cuts so deep, it hits your soul. it tears your skin and makes your blood flow. it's better that you know that love is hard." --james morrison

so i was trying to impart a picture of a heart on here. i suppose a broken one would have been better- or a cock, cuz you know ironically love is "hard." haha im clever arent i? other then that "i don't care what you think as long as it's about me" -- fall out boy. im all about the quotes today.

speaking of euro pop bands. well we weren't but now we are. (-: i love me some euro pop bands! like some "boten anna" and yes thank you to their namesake for introducing me. that song is so catchy! they played it at the dance and everyone surprisingly knew it. (or maybe they were just dancing and were like "um...this song is fun, were high and wasted, whatever") haha that's so much more accurate.

well im not int he chatty mood. so sorry. im out. PEACE.

Ch-ch-changes

how was everyone's wednesday? i hope it was amazing, i know mine was. taking the PLAN test? not so much. but it was still great to join eagle scouts, disrespect a teacher, cheat off of a friend, and start the wave at a football game (not to be outdone, my friend of course challenged me to a fight over who indeed started it first!) tomorrow is the last day before the four day weekend! im sooo excited. more importantly, i have made some changes to my blog. notice...a new outlook on life? the picture of heath ledger by the way is in devotion to him and his 10 things i hate about you days. always my favorite. did i mention him + james mcavoy are my devoted lovers? as is james dean. god he's amazing. well if you love either HL, JM, or the now-deceased JD (i suppose hl is deceased too but i will think of him as alive) comment people!

i had a brief stage i went through that set the blog to private. only one person could see it! TERRIBLE, RIGHT? well i got over that. now you can comment as much as you like!

tood-a-loo xoxo ME!

MONDAYS!

mondays are the crappiest days of the week. you know they're like the start of the school week. this week we have a four day week because this weekend is a FOUR DAY WEEKEND! hells to the yeah =]. today was an exception. this monday was fun. in bio today we all learned about our packet which was fine...no big whoop there! but then in geometry ... actually, lemme get to a better part of the day. SPANISH WAS HILARIOUS! i love my espanol class so much. if you're in it you know who you are. do we or do we not have the best class EVER? english was pretty fun too. what was up with the shadowers? and btw, IT WAS SOUND! and western civ of course- didn't know taht he WASN'T on the football team. but thanks for making it clear that a fuckin 7th grader could beat him up.

GOSSIP GIRL/ONE TREE HILL!

i have a huge project tonight combined with A HUGE BIO TEST TONIGHT so the chances of me watching gossip girl and one tree hill? slim to none. look, i'd love to be filled in since there's like a huge gossip girl event tonight or something! they even skipped last week for it ( a friend told me- i never got around to watching it). i'd really appreciate it if someone could PLEASE PLEASE watch it for me and just post up what happened! or if someone does tell me! THANK YOU. THANK YOU. THANK YOU. it means so much. you know, you can't be everywhere all the time eh?

EH. and no i'm not canadian if you were wondering. GRACIAS POR TODOS! I FUCKIN LOVE YOU! <3>

School in the Fast Lane

I feel really bad. I have a huge project due tomorrow that i'm doing with this other guy and I totally forgot his email adress! he wrote it down fro me on paper but then i forgot to bring that binder home and now i can't email him the stuff! CRAP! he's gonna be soooo pissed. i'm pissed too. (and not in the wasted way either)

at this point i wish i was wasted. hey, what does pressing the quotations buton do? i guess i'll find out. eh?

COMMENT, people/ james morrison

alright, well since you all seem incapable of commenting i have something else to talk about: JAMES MORRISON. i have just bought his new CD (in fact someone actually got it for me over two weeks ago but, come on, did you need the facts?) and i am in love with it! i was very disappointed to see that on blogger.com only people from britain seem to list him under their favorite music. AMERICANS, GET EDUCATED! we should not all listen to just rap and hip hop. don't get me wrong, i love me some lil wayne myself! (well who doesn't?) but i try to expand my genres of music. recently a friend of mine has got me hooked on muse. they are awesome! i definitely recommend them! anyhow, if you don't know james morrison he is a british pop/rock/soul singer who is amazing! he got the whooping cough at age 2 and has the most amazing voice because of it! if you are afraid of listening to anyone from another country BESIDES america, let me peak your interest: there is a duet on the album between him and nelly furtado called "broken strings." oh my god, totally best song ever, and the lyrics are so true! he also has a previous album "undiscovered" (the US version) which has lots of songs for people who are not willing to venture into new territories. some songs i recommend from undiscovered:
-wonderful world (it was on the hills so i'm sure you've heard it)
-the pieces don't fit anymore (slow ballad, not frendly for people who only listen to pop)
-one last chance
-undiscovered
^those are four songs EVERYONE should love! i love the whole album but start with those. i guarantee they'll be amazing. i hope everyone reads this and if i introduced you to james morrison leave me a comment.
ps: if you either want to yell at me for my condescending tone or want to leave me a message BECAUSE you too are in love with james morrison, just comment kay? im waiting for someone. thanks!

COLLEGE!

small colleges are actually alot cooler then they appear. i was totally shocked too but they're amazing. idk, all the schools like harvard and yale (notice how i left out princeton: STILL my dream school fyi) are all so catered to like nerds. i could never be that nerdy...idk if i could manage to have no social life. you know? that'd be kind of sucky. who knows? we'll find out how my college is. but for now im just living my life and chilling. its been an amazing day. peace out.
ps: leave some comments on this page! im getting a little sick of being the only viewer, eh?

guess whos back?

back again. shady's back. tell your friends. i had to do that. come on, it was just coming to me. enough with the italics. i don't know what to talk about really. i just edited my profile i think it's pretty cool! i'll probably forget about this for a while. why don't i take a little time to talk about my all time favorite topic? ummmm...im hungry. be back much much later. probably never.

Um...my first post ever!

I'm feeling a little overwhelmed. I mean, obviously I wouldn't put anything personal in here...it's a blog. But hey! what's up? i was bored right now and i used blogspot before but now i can't find my blog. it was all about cats and dogs- seriously- so if you find something like that just tell me. probably no one will read this. if they do, that's cool. if they don't, whatever. i'm just really freekin tired right now. that's about all. peace OUT.