10:18

well, whatever the time is perhaps that is my new title. i've been accustomed to it.
let me take time out of my day to say i don't understand people who beat around teh bush and don't say what they feel, especially when it comes to relationships. (you know what i mean, not friendships, but RELATIONSHIPS)

----i used to find myself, when i was younger, playing the game of cat and mouse because i enjoyed it. but where's the fun in that in the end? you waste so much time playing it that you forget the outcome and then never get what you really wanted: LOVE. sure, flirting is fun, but not when there's nothing else after it. ;).
------nowadays i find myself beginning to play the game and then slipping, saying what i realy feel, actually letting things come out that would betray my feelings to the other person. it's scary but its empowering. sometimes you're wrong. sometimes thjey really don't like you: as much as it seems like they do. so i want to say congrats to all the people who got rejected! (alright, to be honest, i didn't. but it sounds like i did. but i feel for all of you who even slightly got dumped a bit). so sorry for all of you ! :)

you'll fnid love someday.
xxx E
why are my newest posts so christian-meets-love guru like?
you tell me. or complain to me. or whatever. write about your lost relationships.

ps: i just watched a marathon of the hills. i could feel my IQ slipping by the second. :( my brain may just have melted to mush. perhaps i should watch some discovery channel network. that's always good.