indecisive much

indecisive

adjective
1. characterized by lack of decision and firmness; "an indecisive manager brought the enterprise to a standstill" [ant: decisive]
2. not definitely settling something; "a long and indecisive war" [ant: decisive]
3. not clearly defined; "indecisive boundaries running through mountains"

this aforementioned indecisiveness is a quality i possess in spades. one i am most certainly not proud of, i assure you. but, alas, it is a part of my blood just as my father and mother are. well enough of the 20th century speak- that's for YE OLDE FOLKE out there. (not saying that i was born in the 21st century- that would leave me between the ages of 9 and 1) yummy!

----> the main point of this is to say that i am one to back out on a decision. i feel huge regret at decisions i've made that seem even the least bit wrong- but i'm trying to tell myself: YOU CAN'T PLEASE EVERYONE. something you do is not gonna make everyone happy. i'm so glad i'm not obama. i'd die. i hate doing things that hurt someone- not in the sense that i can't be mean, i most certainly can and i can enjoy it too. (alas, i am not malicious. but i do love the word alas. AND MALICIOUS. <3) my problem is that i always end up feeling bad for whoever is harmed by my decision. and i hate making people mad. but i tend to say things before i think about them. oh well. :(

anywho, THE OFFICIAL POINT TO MY POINTLESS POST IS: sorry to the both of you! you know who you are! i didn't mean to hurt either of you. alrighty then.
goodnighty then.
xoxo E